Actually at work right now working on this... All hopped on html juice rn what's going on... Mostly feeling good and happy besides the random pangs of dread and anxiety not sure where those are coming from! Sometimes I do feel a little like my life is going no where and that's terrifying but! Life isn't that bad! I could be living at home with my shit ass dad!
I guess it's also the general state of things stressing me out, horrible things are happening in the world everyday and I worry that I'm not worried enough... But I am worried. I don't know. At least it's almost the weekend.
I have been feeling kinda like a loser, no prospects of any kind. Like who want me? Three years celibacy is starting to get BORING!!! Unfortunately I don't know if I'm fit for consumption, did anything about how to improve my relationships with other people? I'm aware of my problems but even in infatuation I see those nasty habits show up and I don't know how to handle it. Whatever not like it matters, what am I gonna do? Go out and meet people? Rather watch my girlfriend Gerard Way shake ass over a shitty concert stream this weekend.